Pass few weeks have been tough... I've lost myself again. I couldnt cry, couldnt find any remorse, i was a total jerk, loser and quitter for that matter. And the worse part of it all. I dont feel anything. Just a heart wrenching moment and then its over. I have no idea what's wrong with me. Im just like all those others that i have condemned. Im only sorry for not doing what I was suppose to. And im sorry to people i have disappointed.

HELOO WORLD!!!

Ok i was on a bit of hiatus...Because i have been so busy with work and school. Kinda of tired right now..Even if there's something to blog about im just too lazy to type out anything. A lot have change..THings turning out to be better. I hope it stays that way. There is so many things i want for the family and hope by the end of the year it will end with a great one and starts the new year with a BANG!

I think i manage to pick myself up when i felt down. I changed my attitude towards certain things like school lectures especially the boring ones and i think i totally slacking of the way i do the assignment which i know is not my best work so far. I know i can do better than that.

I kinda of been a rebellious mode quite recently and i thought that is so secondary school days when i realise i miss my sec school frens who has been on the hiatus as well. Everybody got a life now. That's a good way to look at things.

Hey friends out there.. If you want to hang out or anything give me a ring or a txt on my mobile.

Hari Raya has been great...Only person missing is my cousin who is stuck in KL because of the late student permit. Dont understand why the authorities coulndnt speed up the process, its so annoying. Cant wait for him to be here later on the 18th...It will be a long wait. When he's here i want to take loads of pics to make up for the lost days... Here's some pics from Raya!












The are a few that me and my little niece taking pics while waiting for the rest to come to the car...

Oh before i forget...I totally love all the season premiere for all the series that i've been waiting for. Loved Bones, One Tree Hill, Heroes, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, Smallville, Ghost Whisperer and of course not forgeting House. The best so far is Grey's Anatomy. I cant wait for the next episode. And I decided to watch new series like Vampire Diaries and DollHouse. For some reason i got a thing for vampires and spies and action packed series...